My names Jessica (: & this kid up there - is the only boy, who wont ever break my heart - my brother, Dylan :) Im 16 years old & a junior in High School (: I'm still trying to figure out who I truely am. I'm in a world of my own to be honest. And I don't like how i've turned out so far. For some reason, everything I seem to say always comes out wrong. I've never wanted anything more than to love myself for who I am and how I am. I always find something wrong with me, and I think everyone is better than i'll ever be. It's sad. And you probably never expected that from me, but it's how I feel. I'm the one who keeps everything bottled up inside, I don't like to say how im feeling. It usually sounds confusing. But I do get it out some how. I'm a very emotional person. There's some things in my past I wish I could've thought through more. I love my life, more and more everyday. I have everything I need and more. My dreams for the future are crazy, insane. My love for my friends and family is unexplainable. My needs are simple yet complex. My desires are unbelieveable. And my actions are entertaining. All I want is for everyone to see me for me. And what i've been through
FACE IT. he left you. hes not coming back. and yea, its going to be hard. its gonna take a lot out of you. physically and emotionally. your not gonna wanna get outta bed you wont want to even breathe. hes moved on your still in love FACE IT. you'll live. you'll find someone better. you'll get by, each & every day you'll realize, a lot. you'll see what went wrong. you'll see how everything, revovled around him. you'll see how unhealthy it was. you'll see that, you're better than him. and all the bxllshxt he put you through. know how i know? cause im going through it, while typing, every single letter. it gets easier - trust me. format;ThatsSoMe. Quote; Me.
Dated him for 2 years, cheated on me. been dating my old best friend for about almost 5 months now ; he asked a mutal friend today - if i still talk about him ; and asked if she was being serious when she said no. He texted me - asked how i was doing. i finally didnt answer. i m o v e r i t.
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The mistake i made is clear; We never should’ve been together. That’s the reason you’re not here I know that I can do much better Not a single salty tear Not a feeling in my chest Baby im feeling no stress Im too fly to be depressed. ♥ FunkyMonkeyFormats
you know what? i have changed I'm not as nice as I used to be, because I don't want to get used or walked over. I don't trust everyone with my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitcch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they're only going to leave. I have changed because I have realized that I am the only person I can depend on. nmq/jayciecutie01 format
But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true And the games you play, you would always win, always win jayciecutie01s format jayciecutie01's format jayciecutie01's formaaaaaaaaaaaat hidden
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad Carry you around when your arthritis is bad All I wanna do is grow old with you. I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches. Build you a fire if the furnace breaks Oh it could be so nice, growin old with you. I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold. Need you, feed you, and even let you hold the remote control. So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink. Oh I could be the man who grows old with you. jayciecutie01 format.