Never
enough
chapter1 /Brae's
POV.
Tears
swelled in my eyes, as I could feel my throat starting to tighten.
I faked a perfectly believable smile at the cause of the tears that
almost began to trickle down my left cheek.
Him.
I
watched him pass me in the hallway, grasping
her waist with his right arm. Why was he with her?
A girl who only cared about how
smudged her five pounds of her Covergirl makeup was getting. I
grimaced, while I motionlessly watched them... together. What did
he see in her? Was it the way she obnoxiously twirled her perfectly
curled blond hair? Was it the way she dressed, in her slutty high
waisted skirt and short top? Was it a scam? Was she
playing
him?
I gasped. My body had soon slammed up against the row of
lockers.
“What the hell?” I asked taken aback.
“Awww, Brae finally snapped back to reality. What are you,
jealous of me and your used to be boo, Ian? Well he’s mine
now, and there’s nothing you can or will do to ever get
between us.” I looked up. There I was, face to face with the
girl I envied most, Aubrey Renolds.
“B*tch.” I pushed by the anerexic jerk. I broke out
into a run. As I began to sprint down the halls , I caught a
glimpse of Ian. His face flush with guilt. He had been standing
with the guys. The ones I used to hang out with when everything was
great. When everything was perfect. When I didn’t give a sh*t
about society. But now? Now, everythings hit me. Now, I can’t
be myself anymore. I heard a faint shout, “Brae,
wait!”
“No!” I cried. Only once, did I think about turning
back. I still carried hope that maybe, maybe everything could be
the same again.
My body hit the ground- hard. The early morning light shone
through my window.
“Damn,
does it ever end?” I mumbled to myself. I was on the
ground, next to my bed. Suddenly, my phone began to vibrate. *6
new messages* I rolled my eyes. All of the messages were people
from school, calling me either a b*tch, telling me I’ll
never be good enough, or asking me if I was still running. My
eyes stopped at the name Andrew.
Andrew: Are you okay?
My
eyes lit up, but not in joy. I’ve known Andrew ever since
Ian and I had been close. He was like a brother to me. The
sarcastic lacrosse player that everyone wanted to be around. But
after what happened between me and Ian, we hadn’t talked
since. So why now? Why would he be looking out for me
now?oo Please give
me feedback, and fave? xx.
kelsey0619 · 1 decade ago
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I love it! Keep writing(: