Never enough
chapter1 /Brae's POV.
Tears swelled in my eyes, as I could feel my throat starting to tighten. I faked a perfectly believable smile at the cause of the tears that almost began to trickle down my left cheek. Him.
I watched him pass me in the hallway, grasping her waist with his right arm. Why was he with her? A girl who only cared about how smudged her five pounds of her Covergirl makeup was getting. I grimaced, while I motionlessly watched them... together. What did he see in her? Was it the way she obnoxiously twirled her perfectly curled blond hair? Was it the way she dressed, in her slutty high waisted skirt and short top? Was it a scam? Was she playing him?
I gasped. My body had soon slammed up against the row of lockers.
“What the hell?” I asked taken aback.
“Awww, Brae finally snapped back to reality. What are you, jealous of me and your used to be boo, Ian? Well he’s mine now, and there’s nothing you can or will do to ever get between us.” I looked up. There I was, face to face with the girl I envied most, Aubrey Renolds.
“B*tch.” I pushed by the anerexic jerk. I broke out into a run. As I began to sprint down the halls , I caught a glimpse of Ian. His face flush with guilt. He had been standing with the guys. The ones I used to hang out with when everything was great. When everything was perfect. When I didn’t give a sh*t about society. But now? Now, everythings hit me. Now, I can’t be myself anymore. I heard a faint shout, “Brae, wait!”
“No!” I cried. Only once, did I think about turning back. I still carried hope that maybe, maybe everything could be the same again.
My body hit the ground- hard. The early morning light shone through my window.
“Damn, does it ever end?” I mumbled to myself. I was on the ground, next to my bed. Suddenly, my phone began to vibrate. *6 new messages* I rolled my eyes. All of the messages were people from school, calling me either a b*tch, telling me I’ll never be good enough, or asking me if I was still running. My eyes stopped at the name Andrew.
Andrew: Are you okay?
My eyes lit up, but not in joy. I’ve known Andrew ever since Ian and I had been close. He was like a brother to me. The sarcastic lacrosse player that everyone wanted to be around. But after what happened between me and Ian, we hadn’t talked since. So why now? Why would he be looking out for me now?oo Please give me feedback, and fave? xx.
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