It's been almost a year now, but she still holds on, she wishes and hopes that he will realize what he left behind. They all know he will never change, but he says he will. She sits and wonders what she did to ever deserve this hurt and pain. Then she says to herself "If this is love I don't want to love anymore, I just want to be alone." So there she sits alone and wonders why love hurt her so much, and why he loved her if he was going to hurt her....