I always feel like I'm not thin enough. 

Never good enough. 

Never good enough for anyone. 
Not pretty enough. 
There is always a prettier girl. 
Always someone my crush likes instead of me,
only because they are prettier,
skinnier..

 

Every time I look in the mirror, I nearly scream.
I hate how I look.

Thinking starving myself would fix my problem,
I began to refuse eating.
Occasionally I eat with family meals.(that doesn't end clean tho); theres the belimia
Within the first week of this torturous andventure, I lost 8 pounds.
Within the first month,  I lost  16 pounds
I lost 23 pounds in total 2 months today.