I live in a house where noone cares about me . The only person who kinda cares is my dad. My house is full of disapointments . I pretend i have a great life , but its not easy to paint on this fake smile ive kept on my face for the longest time. . I have a hatefull mom . I ask her one question and she yells . My sister used to beat me just for wearing her cloths . my oldest brother lives with his mom and i have no conection with him at all . my 18 year old brother all he does is smoke weed . I live in hell . Sometimes im scared to wake up in the morning because i dont  know what mood my family will be in . My family calls me annoying . all i do is try to put fourth effort to make us a better family but it doesnt work . about a year ago is when this all went more down hill when my brother got in a car accident . the guy in the other car died , and it was a close call for my brother too . he broke all his ribs and was in a coma for 19 days . it was the worst thing ever , the cause was my brother was high driving . and the guy in the other car was drunk . after the accident my brother stopped smoking . but now he does it again . he steals money from my parents to smoke more and more every day . all it does it tear my family appart . ive tried talking to him but theres not a moment i can talk to him when he isnt high . my life isnt as easy as i make it seem . Im an emotional reack .