I sit next to a good friend in maths, and I had a cut on my hand.
She said:
"Oh my god you cut yourself! Emooo! Hahahhahahhaaaa..."
like nobody in the world would ever ever possibly ever cut. In
fact, it was from self harm.
I just sat there like O.o, thinking of things I wanted to say, like:
"Don't joke about self harm. please."
"Actually, yes, I do cut."
"How can you be so shallow?"
But I just sat there and laughed along with her.
And now I don't know what to do. I feel like I should do
something, but... what?! My cutting has just got worse. And no
i'm not a
fricking
attention seeker, why do you think I try to hide it?
jms x
I sit next to a good friend in maths, and I had a cut on my hand.
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Oct 2, 2011 12:46pm
wallenbee · 1 decade ago
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Hang in there darling, put down the blade. Things will get better. Don't let this girl get to you, she may not understand, and you never know she may be going through the exact same thing she may just say these things because it makes her feel like she isn't alone.
Please don't hurt yourself, I know you don't know me and I don't know you but I do know you are beautiful inside and out, you are an amazing person and you deserve better than pain. So please, put down that blade.