It doesn't matter how many other guys you date.
Or how long it's been. You will never be over him.
You might tell your friends he was a "mistake"
Because he broke your heart; but you don't mean it.
To you he was one of the best things that ever happened.
You'll try convincing yourself that you don't like him anymore
And maybe you don't
But there will always be some sort of feeling inside
Of you that cares about him more than anything.
Admit it; you'd take him back in a heartbeat.
You get jealous of the girls he flirts with.
You stay up wondering if he still feels what you do.
And you won't forget him because he was the first.
The first boy who stole your heart.
The first one you trusted and believed loved you back.
And all it takes is a simple memory of him
For you to break d o w n and cry and realize that

You will never be over him.

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