I think i've lost  my best guy friend

he wasn't my boyfriend just my best guy friend.
I would tell him everything and he would always listen to me.
It didn't matter if I was venting for hours or just joking around on video chat.
He was always there.
I told him we would be friends "forever" and  truely
believed it.
It was my fault to,
he made a choice that I didn't like and I told my friend about it right near him.
I said I'm sorry and he said it was ok but I know him better than that.

It's not ok.
so now I sit and cry hoping that he will oneday forgive me.
I really don't wanna loose him as my friend


nmf