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Words Break Spirit Part 2
*final part*

    A bathtub filled with water, and bracelets thrown askew on the floor beside of it. A pale figure was laying, seemingly peaceful. The thoughts that went on in the head of this person weren't so peaceful, though. Only scary, sad, and heart-wrenching. The scars and burns were visible for the first time in a long time. The skin stretched over thin arms, ruined forever. Her head leaned back, her eyes shut, barely conscious of things going on around her. Only focused on what was going on inside her head. If I were to die, would anyone miss me? she thought to herself. No, of course not. You wouldn't be missed. You wouldn't have any impact on anyone around you. Her eyes squeezed tighter, with every cruel thing she told herself. You deserve to die. Go ahead and do it. You are a waste of space, a disgrace to people. The words felt so true to Rhiannon. She completely believed them. They must be true. If they weren't, why would others say them? It was time for her to die. It had to happen. She couldn't go on living her life. She was pathetic and she didn't belong. She was a terrible human being.

    She rolled over on her stomach and put her face in the water, eyes still closed, her hands lightly gripping the side of the bathtub. She held her breath, too afraid to move anymore. She layed there. Waiting for nothing. Hating herself for so many things. For giving in, for living, for  trying not to live, for not going ahead and killing herself. Mixed emotions ran through her head, making it sear, making it burn. Finally, she breathed in. Everything went darker. She couldn't breathe. Her head was telling her to lift up, because she needed air. But she refused. She wasn't going to. Her lungs were ready to burst. It was a searing pain and Rhiannon could barely take it. But she'd only need to wait a few moments, and it would all be over. The pain she was in, the pain she went through. She would be gone and everyone could go on with their lives, as if she never existed. It'd be better like that.
    Soon, all there was, was a cold corpse. What was once Rhiannon, was now nothing but an empty shell. She didn't know that in a few hours, her mother would walk in and collapse, cradling her lifeless body, begging God to bring you back to her. But she wasn't coming home. She'd never awaken again.
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Words Break Spirit Part 2 *final part* A bathtub filled with

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