I Stand Out From the Others...
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                  After we finished, I turned on the tv and my favorite song came, I got up and started dancing an singing to the song. When it ended Josh was leaning over the couch staring at me, Nicole: oh you saw that...I must be pretty bad, sorry you had to see that. Josh: no i loved it, i love your voice too, its beautiful, I felt my face getting hot, he smirked and kissed me, my face got hotter. 

               He took my hand an lead me up to his room, he turned on the lights, and let me in, when i was in he closed the door behind us. Nicole: woah, he had a whole bunch of drawings of me around his room, Josh: i draw, everyday, but the most and only thing i'll draw is you. We have alot in common, I love everything about you a- you prob think i'ma stalker or something. Nicole: no these are beautiful, i love them, i didn't know you could draw like this, Josh: there only beautiful because the face on it makes the picture beautiful, i had to smile when he said that. He was so sweet to me, but why, wasn't he like this when Tori and Drew and Matt, and Drake were around, Nicole: you have such a beautiful talent...why don't you tell anybody or show anybody? Josh: I'm afraid i'll get rejected for it, I'm supposed to be the sexxiest guy on campus, not the nerdiest, Nicole: well i don't think you are, don't hide what your good at you just might be famous for it someday. Josh: being famous doesn't matter as long as I have you <3 I sat on the bed and he sat down next to me and kissed me, deeply, i swear everytime i kiss him, i feel like i've never felt before.

       I realized what time it was, Nicole: OMG how am i gonna get home?! Josh grabbed my wrists, Josh: you can stay here it's no biggie, Nicole: but but... Josh: here, he threw one of his shirts at me and some shorts, i went to the bathroom to change, when i walked out he whistled. Josh: see not bad.. Nicole: roomy, but where am i gonna sleep?? Josh: in my bed with me, Nicole: UM, Josh: unless you'd rather sleep on the couch all by yourself... Nicole: no here is fine, I quickly got under the covers, Josh: thought so :)

I couldn't believe i was sleeping over at his house..he had the tv on and was watching tv, i was thinking about, what would happen if Drake ever knew about this.   I was suddenly worried, he would never talk to me again, but then again he can't get mad, because i'm   Josh's gf so it's fine. I was about to turn over and go to sleep when Josh grabbed me and pulled me over to his side of the bed, he kissed my lips, and i layed my head on his chest, he had abs oh gawd, I'm in heaven :)   it got hot in there because we were so close, I took off the shirt he had given me to put on, i was only wearing a bra now and the shorts and colorful socks, I felt much better.