Will I Ever Get Over You?
My true story.
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5 years ago we became best friends and slowly but surely I developed feelings for you. You asked me out and I said yes. We were talking and i walked away from the computer and my friend typed "I love you" and you said it back, I was a freshman it was the first day, I wasn't ready for that. My friend said I couldn't take it back cause you had already said it return. I broke up with you two days later. The feelings weren't gone like I had said; in fact 4 years later I'm about to start my senior year and start a new chapter in my life and I'm no where near over you. After we broke up I avoided you like the plague for 4 months and ignored all your i.m.'s and went out of my way to avoid you. You had depressing song lyric status's for a long time. I was your first girlfriend and you haven't had one since. Slowly but surely we got back to best friend status and I was so happy, just this past year I really thought you liked me still, I'm pretty sure you knew how I felt. I may not have loved you then but I am in love with you now, to little to late. I couldn't take not talking to you anymore and i felt annoying cause i was almost always the one to start the conversation. I deleted you off facebook, you wouldn't even hug me anymore but you would hug my friends and that hurt. I know I broke your heart, I don't blame you for being like that. In the end I guess I broke my own heart too and you'll always have the other half. You tried adding me back and after two days i denied it, I'm to afraid. I miss you and how things used to be more than ever now, and it's no ones fault but my own. I'll always love you but I just wish my heart could let you go, it causes so much pain. </3 Schools starting back up and I can't help but to be excited to see you again. I'm so sorry. I love you.