I NEED HELP!
I'M SCARED, CONFUSED, AND HURT. AND I CUT TODAY. HELP ME
PLEASE!
I cut today. I was texting my ex, and he was calling me horrible
things, and at the time, I didn't care, but when I went on a
long walk and thought about it, and this past school year, I was
everything he said. He was right. What's the point of living?
In life, we have pain and heartbreak, and fights and hate, and
for what? To just die? Just like that? Well, with those thoughts
going through my mind and everything he said, I found a razor
that I stepped on and broke, and used a pair of scissors to tear
the plastic away, but I only managed to get a corner of the blade
free, thank God. I took the corner, and stabbed my arm just above
my wrist twice. They wouldn't stop bleeding even though they
were just two small scars, so I wrapped toilet paper around my
arm. I probably bled through 13 layers in less than a minute, so
I went down and grabbed a box of Band-Aid's. I don't have
gauze, but I think the bleeding is slowing down. But I need help!
I can't tell my mom, and tomorrow we have a BBQ for my
grandpa's birthday, and we are going to be outside in 90
degree weather, and someone is going to see the scars and ask. I
don't know what I am going to do, and I need help, Witty
Girls! My best friend hasn't texted back, so I asked my best
guy friend, and he says I owe him now even though he didn't
even help! I need help. Please help me. I'm confused, and
scared, and hurt.
