&+ I want to have a whole _{^conversation} about him

>Maybe< on Facebook
or
On the chat he goes to

I want to act oblivious that he would ever read it.
I want to _drop hints that even a blind, deaf and mute man could realize it is about him.
I want him to read it all. Every last bit of it.
I want his breath to be taken away from realizing how much he hurt me.
I want him to realize that..

No other thing or person would have..
No, not would have.
No other thing or person will ever love him like I did.

Aren't my ^dreams just a bit to out          <sup>there?

[my quote]</sup>