Insecure
Chapter
Two
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I
came out of the closet last year, in ninth grade. The only thing
that people have done since then is make fun of me. I truly
can't take it anymore. I've thought about committing
suicide, but I've never attempted it. If I did, I don't
think many people would care. All I know is that my mother would
be heartbroken. I'm the only thing she has left ever since my
father left her when I was only three years old. He said he only
wanted her for her money, that she was to controlling and that he
'didn't like kids.' So to sum it all up he was a gold
digger and he didn't want me.....I wish one day I could find him.
I've always wanted to be 'Daddys little girl.' But I'm
stuck being 'mommys angel.' I want to come home from school
and be greeted by a man that is proud to call me his daughter. I
want to go to baseball games and sit next to a guy that I could
tell everything to. I want to go outside and go one on one in
basketball with my father. I want to be escorted down the aisle
at my wedding by the man I look up to and that loves me ever so
dearly. Why can't life be how I want it to
be!?
