all the times u told me u loved me,
(*all the times u l i e d . . .*)

mysteries darkened their silent spoken love
but nothing was more beautiful than the darkness of his soul.

u just dont get it
not a word that i say
so i'll show u what i mean
see these tears? my eyes are swollen,
and this is what u mean to me...

i love u more than anything
i hate u more every day
i wish u never wouldve said a thing
but just ignore everything i say.
it doesnt matter to u anyway,
and im sure ill regret it all someday.

i wonder if i was just there to be there,
or did u really want it like that?

dont u know my tears will burn the pillow
set this place on fire
cuz im tired of ur lies
all i needed was a simple'hello'

there areso many things imnot sureof in life
but with all certainty at this very minute,
all i know is that i miss him

i used to smile when i told people u weremine
now i cant even smile and say ur name at the same time

what if someone told u
that u could take back
any mistake in ur life
mine would be believing
that u ever cared about me