Forever Is a Long Time..
I was a totally different person. I lost 62 pounds, I was very slim and tan. My blue eyes popped out against my tan skin. My long black hair was about down to my belly button and my hair had that beachy wave affect. My lashes were naturally long and perfect. I didn't even recognize myself. I just don't want to go back into high school. I'm afraid of what people would say, or think when they saw me. I'm very self conscious and care way to much about what people say. It's crazy, I know but I've been hiding away all summer in Rhode Island, where my older sister Ella lives. Not everything is perfect though. My father passed away just three month ago, right before school was let out. It is still a very touchy subject for me and hard to talk about. It still affects my family and I in many ways. I haven't talked to my mom in about a month, I spent my whole summer with my sister because my mom just needed time and because my sister is in college and I don't see her often I have nobody. My mom bairly talks to me and is still grieving over my fathers death and everyday is a nightmare.
Oh, I'm sorry. Allow me to introduce myself, my name is Lucy, Lucy Street and this is me..