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Chapter #3
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im in the hospital cause i tried to kill myself or something ?
Well , in a way .. yes . I started to give up on being bulimic
and started starving myself . Now , i know that isnt good , trust
me i will never EVER do either AGAIN . I havent eaten for 2 days
. I ended up passing out , my mom panicked and called 911 . Now
im here , in the hospital bed .. actually eating .. and have
needles in me . Uhg , i cant beleive this . I'm so stupid
sometimes ! At least my mom isnt screaming at me , like i thought
she would . She actually told me a story about when she starved
her self and was in the same situation . I was in the hospital
for 1 night and then got let out . I could spend my last 3 days
of summer at home relaxing . My birthday is in two days , but i
dont have anything planned . Just having some family over . That
night i wrote in my diary ..
Dear diary ,
Today was pretty hectic . I passed out and got rushed to the
hospital . I'm never going bulimic EVER again . School starts
in 3 days . im pretty nervous cause of the rumors and such . But
, at least i still have some good , close friends that will stand
by my side no matter what , Victoria , Caroline , Miranda , and
Brianna . I also had Colby , who i happen to like .. a lot . ,
Russell , who likes me , a lot , and Josh .. my ex, but still
bestfriends . But , im gunna go to bed now !
loveee , Desirae .
xashleeeyx123 · 1 decade ago
thaaanks kaleigh :p love Yuu too 'bestfriend' haha
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