sometimes I cry
sometimes I just hate life
but everyday I get up, put on a smile
& just *deal with it*

I disguise my true feelings
It's getting harder now
now that it's going downhill
I think about him
even though it's bad for me
it's like a sickness or a disease
taking over my body

you're the reason I live
you're the reason I'll die
you're my everything
I can't live without you
even though I hate to admit it
but it's true
i love you


maDe bY mE !! dOnt taKe creDIt !*