Last Night he broke up with me. This morning I woke up thinking it was another nightmare, but when I picked up my phone to text him goo dmorning  I read our messages from last night realizing my worst nightmare was actually reality. My heart has been shattered in too many pieces to ever be perfect. The one good think in my life is gone just like that. I know this quote is ugly but I dont care. Before he was mine I suffered from depression. It was gone (for the most part) when he was here. Within one week my whole world collapsed before my eyes. My brother joined the army and worst of all Kyle isn't here. I slept for 1 hour because the rest I was curled up in a ball shaking. Who knew you could cry so many tears. I just know I would do anything to have him back. If your still reading this I love you. I have no one else to vent to.