You have that one boy who, no
matter what, just gets to you.
Everytime you see him your heart swells. You can't look
him in
the eyes. And if you do, you just die inside. I know there
is just
something special about him. He will always have a place in
my
heart, even if I don't like it. Even if it kills me.
You know I haven't
seen him in over a year. When I saw him today I didn't
know what
to do with myself. I can't even describe how I feel,
all I know is I
want him back. Even if there is no chance of that ever
happening.