sometimes you just feel everything and nothing all at once. sometimes you'll find yourself smiling while missing something at the same time. at times you can absolutely love a person, all the while wanting to hate them. life comes without guarantee.
Every time I write one of these I find out bunches about me. I love photography because it speaks without words. It tells people things I can not explain. It's truly amazing. I live on the East Coast baby, cause that's where it's at. Obsessed with Paramore, Joshhh.<3 I'm currently involved with the show Pretty Little Liars. And I enjoy reading the book series. A hot guy I know makes fun of me for reading so much, I love itt. And so I guess this is the place to say; I'm crushing on an older guy. I get I have no chance, but he's just so goddamn cute! When I went on vacation with him we both ate peanut butter out of the container. I could live like that. I’d like to say that I heart Hannah Montana impossibly much. And I will miss the show forever. My favorite Disney movie has got to be Peter Pan. When I was younger my sister took my Tink costume so I had to be Peter Pan, it was fun. I’ve always and will always love Ron Stoppable. Kim is cool too but Ron is myy boy. I absolutely love Eminem, his music is phenomenal. I love to use smileys :D. I am captain of my cheer team, don’t stereotype cause I’m not your average bitch. I love twilight like it’s my own child. I am seriously obsessed and it’s gotten pretty bad, it is my life now. (; Yeah but I find anti-twilight jokes funny so be free to be pro and anti. Doesn’t affect what I think. I love to text my friends, but don’t ask for my number cause you ain’t getting it. I love my friends, but I’m hopping high school with slap them mother fuckers in the face, some of them need to grow up. Yeah so I don’t really like my friends but… some of them are on here. Anyways, I love cheesy pick-up lines. I don't know why but I think it’s hot when hot guys curse. It’s scarry but hot when guys fight. Guys with muscles and six-packs are hot. I tend to fall in love quick and hard. I also tend to fall inlove with assholes. Guys who are hard-to-get stand out to me. I love skater, flipping hair boys, they are adorable. But I don’t have a ‘type’. I can most definitely be a bitchh, but I can also be a sweetheart. People tell me I’m gorgeous, nice and smart. But I’m still sitting in the corner. I truly believe that at some points the world is out to get me. I have very low self-esteem. I have been heartbroken, used, lied to, and manipulated. But let’s not dwell on the past. I hate talking to friends about ‘things’. I absolutely hate it because I can never find the right words. Ashley Tisdale is like my idol, like I fucking love her. I try to “fit in”. Even though I love Twilight with all my heart, I still love harry potter. RON WEASLEY. Yerp so, I curse a lot it’s disgusting. You know what else is nasty, when guys spit. But in my case it always leans back to teasing.. then flirting. And touching of the waist and leaning his head on my shoulder. No, no. *shakes head* Get out. I wish at 11:11 but not once has it come true. I love Ashley Greene and Kristen Stewart, and Nikki Reed .. and so on. :D Even though I love twilight I still think it can be um how do I say this. Let’s just bring up sparkling vampires.. yeah really that’s so not cool. So high fives for vampire diaries.<3 I love weird jewelry, everyone makes fun of my spider ring and hoops on hoops earrings. Whatever. Taylor Lautner is the definition of hot sex. Zac Efron will always be my secret lover. “once awildcat, always a wildcat.” ♥ I watched him on Summerland when he had that big gap in his two front teeth.. AW. Okay so I love Seth Clearwater. And I am Team Switz. Depends on the moment. And don’t you dare say real twilight fans are committed to one side. I love them both, so suck on that. I fucking love rain and thunderstorms. Boo Boo Stewart, go stalk him. The Host is much better than Twilight so if you haven’t read it go out to the book store and get it. I listen to all kinds of music. All time low, taylor swift, miley cyrus… house music (; Haha. Uhmm I dunno why but I like books that can make me cry. New York City is the place to be. Ian Somerhalder, he’s some hot badass lemme tell you. I heart converse. One of my favorite places to be is the beach. Summer over seasons. My mommy, I can tell her anything. She normally understands me. I like nonsense talking. I like watching people squirm under pointless gossip and drama. I love fashion. Robby Patts. Hehehe. Logan Lerman. Liam Hemsworth, man have you seen that guy. Miley Cyrus is a big idol of mine. I like weird/different. My cousins are the best of friends. Mmmm sushi. My puppy chaii! Yes shes named after a starbucks drink. I love witty. It is my everything, I couldn’t live without it. And before I leave I’d love to tell you that I heart Jeydon Wale. A lot. (:
March 31st, 2011.
I'm scared it's over.