Dear You,

                Have you ever lied awake in bed at night

thinking of that one guy? You want him so badly to

just appear right in front of you and you start to

crave his appearance so strongly that there is no

other way to express the way you feel other than to

cry. So you lay there… and you cry. You wish so

hard that he could just walk right through your

door, climb in bed with you, and just hold you,

nothing more. This is such an innocent fantasy. You

wish so hard for it to come true, but in reality you

know it won’t. So you try to sleep, to fall into your

dream world where your fantasy’s can become your

own little reality even if it is just for a little while.

However, your mind is too busy thinking about your

fantasy; you replay the scene in your head over and

over. Then you start to cry again because no matter

how hard you try to feel, you know you won’t be

able to feel his actual touch against your skin, or

his actual breath on your neck. That’s exactly what

you wish, but that’s not what will happen. This

makes you feel weak and lonely. In a sick way, you

kind of enjoy this feeling, but at the same time you

hate it. You enjoy it because it makes you feel like

the girl from a movie that is the lonely, innocent

one but still gets the guy in the end because she is

just that. But you hate that feeling because you

know it won’t become real. That part gnaws at your

insides.

                Has this ever happened to you?
                Is it just me?
                Or do you understand?


Sincerely,

♥
me

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