*some
times it
scares
me,
why is the right thing to do
always the hardest? i haven't been the most high-achieving
person
that i know i can be, and i'm beginning to disappoint myself,
so now i see the time to change,
but with parents pushing me to get a job, my life all over the
place and my head in the clouds...
well its hard/// but i guess something's just have to be done.
i will do everything i need to do,
but i'm just s c a r e d that it will break me and
i'll be back where i started with those blades♥
