& I'm not
sure if I
love you
I feel like there is supposed to be
this
magical fairy that informs
me.
One that tells me so that I can stop being unsure.
I've been waiting for that moment
where I know that I will love you for the rest of my life
and hope to god that you love me too.
I know that I care about you
more than I've ever cared about anyone
but I feel that if I say "I love you"
then you'll run away
and call me crazy.
So I'll wait for you to say it first
and in the mean time
embrace the fact that I want to be with you
for as long as I can
imagine
because at this point,
I can't even dream of you not being the special someone in my
life.