My
Lifee.
each day i
wake up
roll out of bed.
can't look in the mirror,
cause i'm so affraid of what i'm seeing
looking back at me.
i put my sadness away
hiding behind a fake smile.
i go to school each day as happy as i'll ever be.
have so many friends, but know of them know the real me.
i get told how beautiful i am all the time and that im really
popular
and soo luckyy.
but when i
get home, when i finally look in the
mirror.
i dont see
the same thing,
i dont see what everyone else sees.
i dont see a girl who is beautiful and has a lot of friends.
instead of that, i see
a lonely girl with no one to talk to,
know one who understands her,
know who she
feels comforatable to talk to at night.
i dont see something beautiful
but the most ugly girl in the world.
alls i actually see is;
some one
screaming out for help
but no one
around to hear her.
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mine actually how my life iss.