I rely on the drug
it ruined my life
it's a waste of My time
I say that one more hit and I will be done
but I am addicted
I wish I could just go back to before I ever tried it
just one hit and make me feel so invincible so strong
Then it wears off and all I need is a little bit more
for me I am scared that this is my life
relying on hit after hit
never knowing where to draw the line
this drug can make me so out of it so blind so oblivious to what's going on
never listening to warnings. 
Am I able so O.D. on this drug???
I know I am not supposed to love a drug or rely on it
but I never wanted to get so attached to this drug
I cannot stand the fact that your love is my drug