I
have
finally
accepted
it. You are not interested.
I don't know why I couldnt get it
through my head before.
But I can't keep letting this hurt me.
Of course I am still going to hope
that there is a chance for us to be together,
But I'm no longer going to tell myself
that you want this same thing I do.
I held onto that one conversation we had,
I clung to it with everything in me.
But I need to start to let it go.
I haven't crossed your mind in monthes,
because you are with her.
We were never together and I just really
need to stop hoping that you will come back.
For those few days that we spoke,
you made me feel amazing about myself,
and now that you are gone,
its been so difficult for me.
But its time for me to see,
that if you want me,
you will come, and I need to stop waiting.
I need to just let it happen.
You don't like me, and even though
it hurts, it's okay.
I have accepted the truth,
and can finally see what this really is.
I won't give up on the possibility of an "us"
but I will no longer depend
on something nonexistent.
Even though I am not going to stop
hoping...
