and it
breaks my heart every time
just thinking about you
just thinking about what went
wrong
thinking what could
have been
i just wish i could turn back time
turn back all the mistakes i've made
just want to find myself again
maybe i'm not perfect
but you were the only thing that made me close to it
i've now lost almost everything i loved in my life
my boyfriend, my bestfriend, my friends, my family, my self.
everything that was ever once close to me, gone
just like the air i breathe, they were what kept me going
what kept me waking up every morning
they showed me all the beautiful things in life
and was the reason why i wanted to keep living
now all that's left is the memories
sometimes i wish i could turn back time
be another person
sometimes it gets too hard
now i cry myself to sleep
almost every night
wishing things would turn
back
i don't
want to be like this
anymore...
exactly how i feel
please don't copy.
