I tried to take the pain away by finding someone new, but then I
realized no one compared to you. And even if I look around
pretending not to cry, Ill always go back to the day you finally
said goodbye.
I know we don't talk anymore and there has even been times I've
noticed we've walked right by each other without saying a word.
There are those times, however, when we see each other, make eye
contact, and I know, no matter how hard we both try and hide it
that you miss me just as much as I miss you.
Anyone could tell me to just give up and move on and I wouldn't,
but they don't understand, they don't know him and they don’t know
what it's like to want him so much.
You make me smile for the weirdest reasons, you make me laugh for
no reason whatsoever, but most of all you make me love you when I'm
not supposed to be loving you at all.
I can't help that I love you. I can't help that I compare everyone
to you. Any guy that shows an interest in me I compare to you. And
I take their tiny little flaws and use them as a reason not to like
them. But with you I could take your biggest flaw and find that as
a 'quirk'. As another cute little thing about you.
Don't spoil what you have by desiring what you have not, but
remember that what you have now was once among the things you only
hoped for.
I love you. I'm not going to hide it. What do I have to lose
anyway, I've already lost you to her.