-~-~-ACTUAL TEXTS-~-~-7:21 PM OK, honestly, f*ck good grades. i f*cking give up. clearly that 96 on my history test means nothing if my mom is going to complain about the others. "All you do is party and play on the phone talking shizz" FIRST OFF, IM ALWAYS IN MY ROOM and SECOND OFF i wouldnt be talking shizz if i wasnt given reason to. 7:23 PM "what is she doing" "why does she have low grades" "girls your age are studying to be a NURSE" HWUFOEISADJFVNDHAI FIRST OFF, SHE KNOWS I DONT WANT TO DO THAT. I HAVE TOLD HER EVERYTHING I HAVE WANTED TO DO, AND SHE'S GOING TO JUST F*CKING DO THAT???!!????!!! 7:23 PM how about some words of f*cking encouragement. 7:24 PM I know what i'm doing now, i know what i'm going to do -school related, not life LMAO still stuck on that part- just let me do it and dont say anything unless it's gonna help me and not make me feel shizzyy Emily 7:25 PM well bb i'm here and even if i'm not your real mama if you need encouragement i'm here7:25 PM being a freaking straight A is harder than she thinks. FIRST OFF, we got dumb f*cking students that waste our damn time in class. SECOND OFF, i suck a** at tests. passing that test was the happiest moment in my life, seriously. Especially history. i always got D's and F's since i took history classes (ever). 7:26 PM I know, but it's not the same. i'm stuck with this woman 24/7 and forever. Emily 7:26 PM BOY RIGHT THAT P*SS*S ME OFF AND ME TOO WITH TESTS AND HISTORY7:27 PM I'm doing my homework in the living room, my brother has comany and im crying. Emily 7:27 PM i'm sorry7:28 PM :') Like you, i gotta suck it up, right? 7:28 PM How're you feeling btw? Emily 7:29 PMit's not always best to suck it up tbh but i'm alright, how are you7:35 PM I love her too and for the past couple of months i have tried with her and told her i want us to be close like the girls i hear at my school say "i tell my mom everything" i told her that i never feel welcome and all of that stuff and nothing changes. 7:35 PM i love her and my dad too, but in the end, someone gets hurt either way right? There's no win-win situation. those have always been just words. someone either shows it or is on the inside unhappy with the way things worked out-~-~-Mom, i'm sorry, I can't win with you. I've tried, but you won't give in. Not even for the most important reason. One day...and soon...You're going to lose me.. i'm sorry, i tried but you didn't do anything. i screamed so loud, you became deaf, i wasn't heard.-~-~-
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