If you are having a rough day/night, please read on.
I know that you don't know me, and I know that I don't know you, but if you go now, that will never change. I will never find out what your favourite breed of cat is, and you will never laugh over my opinion on pimples that magically appear on hamster butts. Most importantly, I will never get to see your beautiful face. I know what you're thinking; This girl clearly doesn't know me, and is just trying to stop me from ending my life because she wants followers and attention. I've heard it all before. But that is so far from true. I am doing this because I love you, and like many other people, I can't let you do this. You are here to live a great and wonderful life, and trust me; you will. Once you get through this, you will see so many things that you can't even imagine right now. You will meet people who will love and take care of you in every way imaginable. Not to mention, there are so many small yet joyful things you will never experience. Buying your first house, meeting that special person, watching your child take their first steps, watching the sun set/rise from a poppy field, meeting your idol/s. The list goes on. You will never get to do any of those things. Ever. That's not enough? Think about this. Okay, and I need you to be honest with yourself now. Don't lie to yourself and say 'I've never been happy,' because I know that there has been at least one time in your life, one time, where you have felt happy. Now think of that time. Who were you with, what were you doing, when it was, where it was. Well, let me tell you know, if you end it all today/tonight, you will never get to do that again. Not to mention the people involved will never get to see you again, and trust me, they want to. There are literally so many people out there, right this very moment, thinking of you, wishing the best for you, wondering what you're doing, and if they knew that you were thinking/going to do what you're considering doing, they would feel sick to their stomach. Like I do, right now, thinking about how one person, yeah, you, might not get to live another day. That's why I need to tell you, that there is nobody as amazing as you. Nobody on this planet can do what you can do as well as you do it, not to mention, nobody can smile as well as you do. Speaking of your smile, it can make someone extremely happy. Seriously. But it won't ever be able to do that if you leave us all today/tonight. Okay, I know how you feel, you feel like one small action could make it all go away.That is not true. You are loved by so many people, and you may not be able to see, hear or feel them right now, but trust me, if they knew what you were thinking right now, they would do everything and anything they could to stop you. Take a few deep breaths, put whatever it is you're trying to hurt yourself with on the floor and avoid all eye contact with the object until you feel that you could pick it up (to destory it or put it away, of course) and not have the urge to harm yourself with it. Close your eyes, keep breathing. If you're badly injured, I need you to pick up the phone and call 000/911 right now. If you can't do that, get somebody. I know this may be very tough, but this is so important, and I promise you, it will get better eventually. Call 000/911 and keep taking those deep breaths, now explain to them what your situation is, and remember to stay calm. If you're not in a life threatening situation, there are still people you can call. There are so many lifelines out there, and trust me, the person on the other end of the line gets it. They aren't gonna judge you, or tell you what you're doing is disgraceful and wrong. They are going to help you through it. But if you don't feel like you have the strength to talk, face to face (well, over the phone) then just message me. I will check my messages every time I log on from now on, and I will also make sure to log on more often, because knowing that one persons life could depend on me, as unlikely as it may be, is the most important thing. Again, if you feel like self harming, take all the strength inside of you that may or may not have been hidden away all this time, and use it to put that object of great and terrible power on the ground, far away from you, and remember, don't look at it. Don't think about it, either, because if you think about it, it can only get worse from there. Ilove you. You are the most important thing to me and I will never let you get hurt if I have any part in it. In the worst case scenario, if you feel yourself losing conciousness, and still haven't called anyone, make sure you're on a soft surface, and try and get yourself out into the most open space you can find (open, safe place.) so somebody can find you. Try and calm yourself, find the nearest phone without using too much energy and call 000/911, making sure not to tire yourself out. Again,you are important, you are loved, you are beautiful.
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