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seafoam*
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June 9, 2014 12:15am UTC

What's the fun in
DOING WHAT YOU'RE TOLD?
Format by Breeze

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xAshleyLuvsBVB
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June 9, 2014 12:27am UTC

You don't really care.

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xAshleyLuvsBVB
posted a quote
June 9, 2014 12:29am UTC

Brb while I cry myself to sleep again.

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January 1, 1970 12:00am UTC

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headupxxfeetdownlow
posted a quote
June 9, 2014 12:41am UTC

Have you ever just wanted to leave and never come back,
just run until you can't run anymore,
just cry until the last tear drops?
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Yeah, me too!

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headupxxfeetdownlow
posted a quote
June 9, 2014 12:45am UTC

is it bad that i wish you weren't leaving?

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headupxxfeetdownlow
posted a quote
June 9, 2014 12:53am UTC

i'm just scared...
scared you'll find someone better
scared you'll forget about me
scared this won't work
scared you'll fall out of love with me
scared you won't come back to me
...i'm just scared

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headupxxfeetdownlow
posted a quote
June 9, 2014 12:59am UTC

Long distance relationships are new to me...
i just don't know what to do

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polaroidmgc*
posted a quote
June 9, 2014 1:05am UTC

If you want a rainbow
you have to deal with the rain. .

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Ashleyray123
posted a quote
June 9, 2014 1:06am UTC

A pain no one sees
Funny how I get made to feel like such a zero
Today someone told me that I was their hero
Funny how I get made to feel like I'm stupid and vain
Nobody knows how deeply I think
Or how I go through so much pain
No, I am not selfish
I have a sickness inside
Something controls my mind
It makes me want to hide
It makes me hate myself
I don't starve myself to hurt another
No, this isn't
to hurt my parents, sister, or brother
Just me, this is about me
Why do they not see?
Why am I made to feel
Like I am to blame
Why do I live
With all of this shame?
Always thinking
Yet they think I don't think
My disorder is my friend
Yet it kills me inside
It makes me hate myself
It makes me want to hide
An ordinary girl
Is what they see
Nothing special
Nothing bright
Not smart or pretty
Maybe I wouldn't have so much hate
For myself, if they taught me
How to feel good about being me
They see me, but they don't see
Who I am inside
I may as well be invisible
Since I always hide
Since no one listens
I may as well not speak
Since they think I fake things
I may as well act weak
I know how loudly I speak
Not out loud
In my mind
I am lost
And search for something
That I can never find
I have a home
That doesn't feel like home
And a voice that goes unheard
Since no one ever listens
I may as well not speak a word
This poem is about how I get made to feel invisible and unheard, by people around me, especially my family. And how no one really understands what its like to have an eating disorder, unless they are going through it themselves.

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tedsweeran
posted a quote
June 9, 2014 1:13am UTC

Accidental Love
Taylors POV
-3 weeks later-
It's been 3 weeks since I fainted. I'm still not awake. I'm in some kind of coma, I think. I don't know when I will wake up,
but I've been having flashbacks of when I was littler.
-3 years ago, 14 years old-
I sat by the river, with my best friend, Destiny.
"Taylor.. I'm sorry.." she said.
"What for?"
"I broke my 133 days. I cut last night." She said, crying.
"Destiny.. It's okay.. I swear. I know you cant stay 133 days clean. It's okay. I know."
"Taylor.. thank you. I love you!" She said, I know she meant friend ways.
"I love you too, but it's late.. shouldn't you go home?"
"Yeah, I'll see you .. tomorrow." She said.
With that, she left and I went home.
Little did I know, tomorrow was...
Never.
The next morning I recieved a message.
It was from destiny. All it said was: "Goodbye, Taylor. I'm sorry."
What did she mean?
I called her, what, 12 times?
She was dead. She committed suicide.
My best friend.
GONE.
-End of flashback-
I start moving a little.
I woke up.
"Taylor?" I looked up and saw my dad.
"Dad...?"
"Yes, honey. It's your dad. I know you just woke up, but you have to go to a mental hospital. We can't take you home."
"What!? No! I want to go home! Dad, please!!!"
"No honey. I'm sorry we have to do this. Its for the best." He gave me a sad smile and walked out. My mom walked in.
"Taylor! My baby..." She said, crying.
"Mom.. Why can't I stay home.. I don't want to go to that hospital.. I'm fine I swear!"
"Taylor.. you have too.. The doctors are taking you tomorrow. You are only staying in there for the rest of the year. It's October now.. 2 months. If you don't get better then you have to stay there.."
I put my hands over my face. I wish I died. I really wish.
2 hours pass and I am actually really tired from the pills I have to take for now.
It's 11:00, and I'm leaving for the hospital tomorrow. I hope it's close to home.
I fall asleep into a deep sleep.
-her dream-
"I love you baby!" The mystery man said.
"I love you so so much!" I say back.
I kiss him then I walk into the house.
"Taylor baby! I'm glad you found 'The One'" My mother said, laughing.
She hands me my dress. My wedding dress.
I put it on. I love it!
I got a specialist to do my make up and hair.
Next thing I know, I'm walking to my soon-to-be-husband.
I smile and I walk to him and he takes my hands.
We say our vows, and he almost kissed me ( but I woke up )
-END-
I wake up wondering who the man in my dream was.. he looked fimiliar..
I sigh and the doctors tell me to get up so we can leave.
There are little kids out there! I have cuts all the way up my arms!
I also have a rope burn on my neck. I sigh and I look in the mirror and I brush my curly blonde hair.
My eyes are filled with.. regret.
I regret trying to kill myself. It didn't work and I'm stuck in a mental house now!
I take my pills and I wait until they come in. They walk me out the door.
"Mommy! Whats all over her arms? They look like they hurt!"
"What happened! Did you get hurt?"
A lot of other stuff was asked by little kids. I look at their mothers and I half smile. I want to be a mother, honestly.
One of them looked so sad for me.
Why? I'm not anything special.
We go into thr car/ambulance thing and they take me to the mental place.
We walk in and I already hate it!
I look around and I feel like crying.
I see people with bruises, and I see people with scars.
They are so beautiful, why did they want to hurt themselves?
Someone looks at me and smiles. I smile back. She looks so nice, and pretty.
The doctors talk to the other girl who works here and then tells me goodbye. She walks out. Now I'm stuck here.
I walk over to that girl. I'm still wearing what I wore when I tried to kill myself.
A white T-shirt with grey sweat pants. I'm also wearing black vans.
"Hello.." she said, very shy.
'Hi. I'm Taylor." I smile.
"I'm Demi. Nice to meet you!" She says.
"Why are you here? If you don't mind telling me..."
"Oh.. I'm here because of drugs/selfharm.."
"I'm here because I tried to uh.. kill myself.."
"I-I'm sorry.."
"Its fine. So tell me about yourself."
"Oh wow um.. My full name is Demetria Devonne Lovato, I was born in texas... Uh... My dad was a drunk.. he abused me.. umm.."
We talked for hours. Maybe she could be my new best friend. I really think she's nice.
She's leaving when I am too.
Maybe this won't be so bad, after all.
(A/N: I'm posting another chapter after this.)

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Last Serenade*
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June 9, 2014 1:33am UTC

I won't deny my heart the right to beat faster when she appears, I won't deny it the right to be followed, to try, I won't deny my heart it's privilage to be torn or shattered if failed or if caught in confusion, even abandoned. I can't deny myself the right to break and i won't. If I break, at least I can live without regret of not ever trying to follow my dreams and heart.

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Last Serenade*
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June 9, 2014 1:34am UTC

I won't deny my heart the right to beat faster when she appears, I won't deny it the right to be followed, to try, I won't deny my heart it's privilege to be torn or shattered if failed or if caught in confusion, even abandoned. I can't deny myself the right to break and i won't. If I break, at least I can live without regret of not ever trying to follow my dreams and heart.

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Last Serenade*
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June 9, 2014 1:36am UTC

I think I've gone completely mad, bonkers, off the edge of sanity.
I love every minute of it.

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Last Serenade*
posted a quote
June 9, 2014 1:37am UTC

I seem to let passion easily slip out of my mouth

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br0kenwings
posted a quote
June 9, 2014 1:49am UTC

MY MOMMA MAPPED OUT
the road that she knows,
WHICH HANDS YOU SHAKE
and which hands you hold.
© format coded by: br0kenwings
Please don't remove this!

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Ashleyray123
posted a quote
June 9, 2014 1:50am UTC

Things that hurt
When you feel tired and can't close your eyes
When you have so much pain and you can't even cry
When you ignore the truth and believe every lie
When you have a voice than no one hears
When your eyes are never dry
When they are always filled with tears
When you are hungry
And you cannot eat
When you hate your reflection
From your head to your feet
When you suffer
And no one cares
Yet you always feel judged
Like everybody stares
When you are so lost
That you forget who you were
When you endure so much bad
You think nothing good can occur
When people see you
And they laugh or they leave
When no one sees the marks
Hidden under your sleeve
And no one sees the lonliness
Inside of your eyes
No one sees what you see in the mirror
A girl you despise
When you have so much to say
And it all goes to waste
When you go through your day
And you don't understand why you are here
When you are so used to crying
And living in fear
When you feel so cold
And you can't make it go away
When you dread every night
And every single day
When you are seen yet ignored
When you are heard yet unhead
When you are quiet as a mouse
And as caged as a bird
When you want to be free
Yet you cannot escape the pain
When you want a little sun
But there is just too much rain
When you can see yourself
But your perception is wrong
When you wish you could go back
To the beautiful person you had been all along
This poem is entitled "things that hurt" but its not about typical everyday things like a break up or something. Again, like much of my poems, this one focuses on my eating disorder, self harm, and depression

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January 1, 1970 12:00am UTC

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Ashleyray123
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June 9, 2014 2:05am UTC

I don't find really long quotes boring at all. The longer the quote, the more interesting it is to me, but maybe that's because I like to read. But I know lots of people like short, simple quotes. If you don't like reading lots of long, creative quotes, or if you don't like poetry, my quotes probably won't interest you

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Jay*
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June 9, 2014 2:52am UTC

The feeling you get in the morning when you really can't be arsed to move out of bed because you don't have energy well that's how I feel this morning :/

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