I was dating a guy..
My bestfriend who is a guy, is bestfriends with the guy I was dating.
We break up.
The three reasons?
1. He doesn't know, it just happened.
2. He been talking to a different girl for the past week.
3. His bestfriend likes me.
And that bestfriend, is the same bestfriend I was talking about up there. ^
I never knew.
But my friends knew, they didn't tell me.
They thought it would change my mind.
He was there for me, through it all. I was on the phone with him till 3 in the morning just crying my eyes out about the break up.
There was a party, on Friday.
I went, so did he oh and so did my jerk ex.
I was wearing the necklace my ex gave me;
Me and him were standing there, he caught a lightning bug;
I told him that I don't like lightning bugs.
He put it on my hand; and we watched it.. together.
I flicked it off of my hand.
Looking into eachother eyes, he looked down to my neck..
noticed the necklace, he sighs and looks up to the night sky.
Looks back at me, and we started flirting.
We start to tease eachother, and joke around too;
I start going to my necklace..
I am wondering "Should I take this off? We went out of one month, one week, and two days.. Am I ready? Yes, of course I am. Just take it off."
I take the necklace off..
A second later, I look towards the house, I see my jerk ex smash his can of soda, throw it down, and kick the cement step.
I look back at him, he takes my the necklace, and puts it in my pocket.. for me.
He takes my hand; we sit down, and look up at the stars.
It wasn't a hot summer night like it usually is;
I got the chills, he cuddled with me, and let me put my head on his shoulder.
We look at eachother and smile.
I get home, run upstairs in my room;
I call my friend and tell her everything that happened.
Then I start to burst into tears;
She asks me "Whats wrong?"
I don't say anything.
She says "If its about you two being bestfriends and liking eachother; don't cry. Be happy, that you now know that other guys can make you happy besides jerk. Be happy, that he is going to be your boyfriend soon. Be happy, that you don't have to fight for love, and make him fall for you; he got you to fall for him, and he already likes you."
I say..
"I can't believe, I like my bestfriend."
sorry its not pretty or anything but .. yeah;
okay (: