She is sitting here thinking: ♥♥♥♥♥ Shes all alone in this black hole She has no one to comfort her She has no one to understand what shes going through but her bestfriend who doesnt know about this crush.. She loves him ! so deeply he needs to know but she cant bring herself round to telling him deeply form the heart Hes with her Bestfriend but he doesnt realise this crush niether does her Bffl Shes doing everything in the world to not ruin it for him and her Shes doing everything to not loose her bestfriend Shes doing everything to prove to him that she can't live with out him/she needs him by her side..at times like this Shes coming home not knowing what to do She doesn't know where to get off the love triangle Who to run to Who to cry to but me Who to tell everything on her mind to me but no one else Her heart is slowly breaking Into a million unknown pieces i will catch many of thoses pieces some pieces to never be found thoses pieces that i have droped Its killing her deep inside.... Mentally :thinking bout him all day) Physically :smiliing at him wavin) Emotionally:cryin to know hes not hers) Shes toatly in love The feeling is over powering her making her feel like she can do nothing but keep this bad but good feeling in her soul But she loves the feeling all at the same time Shes in love with one boy..no one else why wont he realise? The feelings are killing her deep down The feelings are hurting her deep inside She doesn't know what her next step will be at this point but to keep tis going on pretending like its alright She loves to hate this feeling inside her but shes in love with Him and she wonders why?why wont he ralise why wont he think one bit about it?She is starting to think this really might just be a true dream.. i hope he realises that shes really dying and she needs him!
Oh Look... You changed schools.. We stayed friends.. You talk to me on msn about your life.. Because you can't talk to anyone else... Well they say it's easier to talk to strangers.. About your life... Because they don't know your friends... I guess now to you... I'm that stranger...
I promised this wouldn't happen again. Yet, Here I go. Grab a smoke, a blade, a mirror just to see how low. light it up, take a puff grab the blade a, sleeve goes up. dig it down, nice and deep, look in the mirror just to watch myself bleed. ^ This was the beggining to a song I was writing
vintageheart posted a quote
May 12, 2010 4:39am UTC
we would talk on the phone for hours we considered ourself siblings, we would do absolutely anything for each other, we promised we wouldn't let anything come between us, we said we would have each others back no matter what, we would talk about life and the meaning of it, we would help each other through times where we felt like giving up, now i'm lucky to get a "sup" what happened to us?