Dear J
Words can't even describe how I felt the day that we started talking again, I missed you more than you could ever imagine. You are my first love, the first one to break my heart then turn around and fix it. . . you asked me if I hated you for what you did to me all those months ago and I told you I could never hate you, and thats the truth. I'm just glad that I have you back in my world, this just feels so right. You mean so much to me, it kills me to even think about ever losing you again, but I still think about it everyday. . . Im afraid you're going to leave me for her again, you said thats not gonna happen again but I still have my doubts. Every second,minute, and hour Im away from you my heart aches, seriously. I want you with me all the time. I love everything about you. I love how you gently hold my face in your hands when we kiss, I even love how you pick on me, I love your long hugs, and I love falling asleep in your arms. . . I don't know how I survived all these months without you, I really don't. This just has to work out this time, I don't think I could bare the heartbreak again. You're so amazing to me, you treat me so good, you say the sweetest things, I don't ever want to be without you again. . .so please, don't ever leave me again<3
Ps: I love you. Forever yours, S