I'm sorry I found some one that I love.
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I'm dating a guy I've completely fallen for
Being with him is just amazing
There's no words for it
When I first started dating him
I could take the comments people made
"Your still dating him?!"
"Why HIM?"
At first it was all okay
But when the comments changed to
"Yeah you can come, but don't bring your boyfriend"
"He isn't coming, is he?"
I began to loose it
I understand that he can get annoying
Or sometimes says things that are stupid
But I am dating him, I love him
If he can't come because YOU dont like him
Then why should I come?
These things began getting to me
But I pushed them aside
Just agreed to what they were saying
My friends have always been my life
But they all h.a.t.e. him
I feel like I can't hang out with them
If he's there to
There's no winning for me
I'm always loosing,
Happiness doesn't exist in my life
Do you know how hard it is to be with someone you love
When everyone else hates him?
They might not realize that the things they say hurt
But they do and I'm breaking
I'm stuck between love and friendships
And because everyone hates him
I can't talk to anyone about problems that even remotely involve him
Keeping things inside is unhealthy for me
But I've had to do it for the past six months we've been dating
I can't choose between him and my friends
I can't let him go
But I don't want to loose my friends
It hurts to have to tell him that he can't be with me
When I'm with my friends
Because they don't like him
And I hate that I feel more obligated to my friends
Because I feel that if I don't spend time with them
They'll leave
So I blow him off so I can be with them
So they don't get mad
But then he can't be with us
Because nobody likes him
Then when we fight, and we come close to breaking up
My friends are all for it rooting me on, telling me to do it
And that hurts more, to know they'd rather see me without him
Then to see me with him and be happy
And when we don't break up, my friends are mad at me
Well, I'm sorry I found someone I love
100000% MINE.
Venting
NO JOCKING.
I swear to god.
Fade isn't mind,
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