i would love to tell you exactly how i feel ,
but i don't even know where to start . i would love to say
that i hate how everything ended between us . i know no
matter what i say, things between us will never be the same.
i miss being able to talk to you about everything, i miss the
look you got in your eyes everytime we were , i miss the
way i felt when you would hold me in your arms, i miss the
way you would make me laugh. i just miss you. you have no
idea how much i just wish i could go back to when
everything between us was perfect . i would love to say all
this to you, but i'm afraid that if i poor my heart out to you
like this then all i get as a response it "ohhh" or "cool" and if
that happens then i know my heart will shatter all over
again , and i'm not sure if i can handle that pain ... again.