This is hard for me to say, but I have realized-no I've faced the truth that you don't like me. Oh, and was it hard? It was the hardest thing I ever had to do. For two years now, people have told me anything is possible, I think he might like you, you stand a chance with him. All I ever wanted you guys to tell me was...you don't stand a chance. What's so hard about saying that? I mean I know you don't want to hurt my feelings, but I appreciate honesty. I do. I really do. I was the only one who told myself that it wouldn't happen. Why??? My gosh, I love my friends. I love
you guys, but if you had loved me enough to tell me to shake hands with reality, I would have loved you more. I knew all along I was wasting my time, but until now, I couldn't face it. I didn't want to face it. I couldn't face it. I needed to though. My gosh, I just wanted to know, you were my first love. Or maybe....I don't know. I really wanted it to be you, but we don't always get what we want. Do we?
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