i knew it was going to end like this,i knew we should have never went out. but i had such strong feels for you and i couldnt stand seeing you with another girl and i just had to have you and look how that turned out now your with her agian and im all alone thinking of how things used to be when me and you used to be together all the times i just miss and remeber the late night calls and going to the lake together holding hands when we werent supossed to and just laying on my bed talking bout how were gonna be best friends for like eva but i guess as you say its for the better well maybe for you its for the better but not for me i love you with all my heart you just dont understand and in 3month your going to high school and your really never going to talk 2 me what if somthing happens to me are you even gonna remeber me and how we used to be best friend and how you used to always care if i was ok and why i was crying. I dont think you understand or will ever understand i really thought you liked me but i guess i was wrong huh ? i guess it was all a big joke right ?? Yepp im the big joke the joke was on poor me well you know if i guess this was a big joke but you will never understand the feels i had for you