Listen, how could you not see it? I love you so much and I can't take it anymore. I lose sleep over you and spend my nights crying my eyes out. When I see you with her? Yeah, it f**king hurts. Whenever I'm next to you, I can't even control the butterflies in my stomach. And when you smile? Boy, my face blushes like crazy and I can't help from smile, too. Your laugh gives me shivers, and when you talk to me, I feel on top of the world. You say my name and it feels like a billion sparks are going off inside of me. I'm always thinking about you and whenever I'm not with you, I count down the seconds until I can see you again. I have your voice memorized and could find you so easily in a crowded room. Every time I stare into your eyes, I lose focus. I dream of us together one day, I hope you know that. And "just friends"? Yeah, I don't know how much longer I can take that. I want to hold you in my arms and wear your sweatshirt, as we look up at the stars. I want to hold your hand and kiss you in the pouring rain. I just want to realize how much I really love you.
Now only if I had the courage to press "Send"
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