youareneveralonexoxo3

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My story:
My name's Sarah and I'm 17. I live in a small town in Massachusetts. I've had a tough life. When I was eight I went on vacation with my parents and my dad's parents. and one morning my grandparents went out shopping and later that morning, a police officer came to where we were staying and said we had to go with him. He brought us to the hospital where my grandparents were. My grandpa died in a car accident when he hit a bowling alley sign, my grandma was banged up but she survived. (R.I.P. grandpa<3) I have ADHD, OCD, ODD, high anxiety and bi polar disorder. When I was younger I was abusive-I locked my babysitter outside with my younger sister, one night I had a friend over and we built a fort and my sister tore it down so I attacked her, and started hitting her, my mom tried stopping me and I pushed her into a burreau, and then she called the cops on me cause she couldn't handle me. My dad has grabbed me by my neck cause he's gotten mad at me. I've seen my cousin's husband (ex now) beat her and I was so scared I couldn't do anything about it. I've seen my older sister's boyfriend beat her. My uncle committed suicide when I was younger. Last year, I started cutting cause I couldn't take it. And when my boyfriend left me I realized I wasn't only hurting myself, I was hurting others. I was cyberbullied. I lost my friends, I have noone but my boyfriend. This is my story, please don't judge me.

youareneveralonexoxo3
posted a quote
March 1, 2012 2:36pm UTC

Confession #3:
When I get mad, I start to
cry
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youareneveralonexoxo3
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March 1, 2012 2:34pm UTC

Confession #2
I'm scared of growing up, alone.
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youareneveralonexoxo3
posted a quote
March 1, 2012 12:55pm UTC

Confession #1:
I tend to push people away
alot because I don't want
them to hurt me.
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youareneveralonexoxo3
posted a quote
February 12, 2012 12:38pm UTC

I tend to push people away,
alot.
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youareneveralonexoxo3
posted a quote
February 12, 2012 11:59am UTC

My scars show just how weak I
can be.
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youareneveralonexoxo3
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December 18, 2011 12:09pm UTC

For me, 2011 has been the best and worst year of my life.
Its been the best because I met amazing witty girls that have changed my life, I meet the boy of my dreams, I made new friends;
Its been the worst because I lost my three bestfriends that I thought I would never lose, I lost my 7week old puppy, Peanut, I was cyberbullied, I went through alot of breakups, I cut, I wasn't good enough, or pretty enough, I was bullied in school.
Thanks to 2011 I found my true love, my inner strength, and who my true friends are.
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youareneveralonexoxo3
posted a quote
December 18, 2011 12:05pm UTC

Just when I thought I had
you, you slipped through my
fingers and I lost you.
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youareneveralonexoxo3
posted a quote
December 13, 2011 9:17pm UTC

I always seem to say the wrong thing. all the time [♥]

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youareneveralonexoxo3
posted a quote
December 11, 2011 2:08pm UTC

I have no friends at all. Everyone seems to hate me and it hurts so bad. [♥]

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youareneveralonexoxo3
posted a quote
December 8, 2011 9:26pm UTC

I feel like such a screw up
all. the. time.
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youareneveralonexoxo3
posted a quote
December 8, 2011 9:17pm UTC

I don't ever judge someone before or after meeting them because I know excatly what it feels like to be judged. [♥]

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youareneveralonexoxo3
posted a quote
December 4, 2011 3:30pm UTC

I know when people ask,
"what's wrong?"
they really don't care.
They just want to know that someone's life is worst than theirs at that point in time
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youareneveralonexoxo3
posted a quote
December 4, 2011 1:00pm UTC

I've never felt good enough.
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youareneveralonexoxo3
posted a quote
December 4, 2011 12:56pm UTC

I'm so afraid of letting people get close to me because every time someone has, they've left me broken and helpless.
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youareneveralonexoxo3
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December 4, 2011 12:49pm UTC

My Biggest Fear? Not being accepted by society.
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youareneveralonexoxo3
posted a quote
December 4, 2011 12:46pm UTC

I vent on here anonymously because i'm afraid of what people would say. I'm afraid of being judged. [♥]