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Maria!
i'm maria; 120lbs;5'6;single;freshman;bob jones high
i took my first breath on the fifteenth day of the sixth month. i have found that there is always a little more to see in someone behind their pretty smile and cute haircut. i'm helping myself from now on. taking my own advice and creating my own happiness. i, like most people, have a worst fear, mine just happens to be clowns. my mind is a sloppy mess, i talk about whatever pops in my head at the moment and that usually gets me into trouble. i am a photographer, photography calms me, i’m a writer, i write every day. i have very low self esteem, its only one of my imperfections and im sorry if it annoys you. i’m self-conscious, and you'll never see me nekked. i’m not realistic, i’m romantic. i won't date a guy that just wants sex, i’m not an idiot. i want a love, a real love. if you’re hoping that im your normal everyday perfect kinda person, then you’re terribly mistaken. im nothing like anyone you have ever met and i back that up with a lifetime guarantee. i spent most of my days staring at a wall; i'm a deep thinker but never seem to make the right decisions. i am not afraid of tomorrow, for i have seen yesterday and i love today. my imagination goes further than the deep blue sea itself. everyday opens my eyes to something new or something better. let yourself be open and life will be much easier. i make many mistakes, don’t always mend them. i have morals; i have goals and dreams, which i will accomplish. i live my life with a purpose. i know who i was, who i am and who i want to be.
im judged all the time and i don't care. you can judge me as you wish; your opinions don't mean a thing to me. if you don't know me, get to know me first. you can either love me or hate me, just choose one. why judge me from a distance when you can walk a couple feet to say hello. i am the way i am and i won't change myself for anyone. don’t be fake, be real. respect me and i’ll respect you. i won't lie to you, i’ll be honest. i’ve been lied to a lot. i don't need advice, i’ll give it. feel down, i’ll try my best to cheer you up. want to laugh; i’ll make a fool out of myself just for you. need a friend, i’m here. i’ll trust you until you give me a reason not to, so don't give me a reason. i can't stand stupidity or someone who does anything they can to get attention. i’m easy to get along with until you do something wrong, then it's almost impossible.
be who you are. don’t change yourself for anyone. say what you feel, write what you think and do what you want to do. don’t live to please anyone else, please yourself.
destiny is something only you can make, i hope i can make mine something worth remembering.
Likes Include:
writing.singing.cheer.dancing.music
kids.facebook.myspace
Dislikes Include:
winter.backstabbers.bitches.jockers
heartbreaking jerks.twitter
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