Tell me you love me,
and I'll be yours forever �
Hey ya'll its me. uhm... this is the snazziest profile ive ever had.... so im pretty proud of myself :D uhhmm.. thats awkwerd. uh... im kinda and awkwerd kid ? and people dont like awkwerd people but WHATEVER im still gigglin ;) im kinda the happiest cheeriest person you'll ever meet. ... but thats only on the outside. on the inside i have a broken heart, a broken soal too bad for repair. i have feelings idt anyone feels ... depression, finding things that are really happy things, misserable terrible hauntings. but im still human. and i still have feelings. so when you make fun of my dark apearence it kinda hurts me inside. it makes me feell like i dont matter. and let me tell you... as much as i want to apose against it, i do matter. im sorry if i came out to strong, sometimes i get hyper. but the only times i get hyper is when when im about to cry. every word out of my mouth is to put the tears back in my eyes. every laugh is to try to make myself happier. sometimes it works ... but only for moments. i really wish i could get happy, but idk it doesn't look too good. eminem is my life. like honestly ill kill you if you say that hes aweful. i think hes an inspiration. he was in a place in his life that he was at the bottem. and by doing the things that he loves, rapping, he got back to the top. god bless you eminem. your songs made me cry, and laugh ... really laugh. and just think. you make me think that i have it easy. taylor swift and bruno mars should have a baby and then ill marry it ... lol i really love themm. bruno knows how to treat a lady. lol and taylor swift knows every situation of mine and writes a song about it. it makes me feel good to listen to those lyrics go off her tounge and relate sooo well. im thankful to have music like this ... it keeps me strong. if you asked me what my favorite song is ? lol id give you about 20... but my ALL TIME favorite song is Never Say Never by The Fray :) i love it so much. it kinda lets me know that not only me is searching for someone who doesnt leave. "dont let me go" please dont. ive lost so many people in my life, and if you left, id be crushed. ok i know i just started talking to a random person. usually when im writing these things then i start talking to "randommperson" if he read this then he would know who he is. hes the guy im in love with. we all have that one "HIM" ... yeah i have one.. i haven't had a boyfriend since i met him. and i know he kinda likes me, and i know if he didnt have a gf then it would be me... so thats why im waiting. i dont think his gf loves him as much as he loves her. ...ironic isnt it? :/ well ive been sitting here writing my life story, ill revise it later. ummm the next box is about my friends ... lol have fun reading that one looollll. hope you like my quotes im terrible at making them bye <33333 :)
"OMG... YOU HAVE FRIENDS?"
lol yea so these are my friends .. hope you enjoy... you dont have to read this if you dont wanna lol their such freaks <3
Jessyyy (: lol ur my best friend. hands down. youd rather die than see me cry. and i hope you never die from me crying... its never okay. we joke around and get in fights... and REALLLY BIG fights. but at the end of the day ... or WEEEK. we realize we'd do anything to be friends again. uhh you like monsters? and black rasberry icecream? lol of course you do ... i just wanna say thank you for the last couple months. youve been there for me when no one was. and no exageration is nessisary. every moment i felt weak ... you were there to hold me up and make me feel strong again. every time i was gonna cry... you told me that crying was useless because it got me no where and you made me laugh. just THANK YOU. <3
Michelle ... oh oka.y... lol jk UHHMM YOUR MY GUURLLL<3 everything. weather it be finishing my art project when im absent, or staying up till 3am talking about NOTHING or when you no when broke up with me and i couldn't tell anybody... youve been there through it all. when you moved in third grade i took one look at you and thought damn we're gonna be best friends forever. I MEAN THE MAGIC 8 BALL SAID SO!! lol even though we had to ask it like 12 times. uhm... so we dont do any spanish hw ... and member that one time when i forgot to do my hw ... and she made us go to the office? lol shes so crazy <3 but i love her SHE GAVE ME A HUG ON THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL lol... uhm we havent been in the same class since like idk 5th grade? oh wait we were in the same class in 6th grade lol all the same classes guurrll:) lol but now ur in the other team. okay onto you. uhh you like monsters more than jessy *is that possible??* uhmmmm. wow i really dont know what to say other than thanks. you were there when no one else was there, or when i couldnt tell anyone else because i was scared. you make me laugh until i cry and make me laugh when im close to tears. ps ... pizza <3
okay i have other friends ... but none of them are as close as these two are. i would give up my life for them... and i know they would do the same thing. i love you guys with all of my heart and if you ever think otherwiwse ? well then stfu <3
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