i love you,
but we will never be together again.
do you know how much you hurt me?
how much pain im still in?
how much i cried?
did you care?
no.
you didnt
and you never will.
dont say you do.
cause i know you dont.
and when you said you love me.
was that real,
or some scam.
cause i guess i will never be what you want.
cause all you want is some dits,
thatll do what you want,
and "need",
and some girl thatll do every thing that you ask for
and i guess thats not me.
and i guess im in love with the boy i hate
and ill never be what you singhed up for
or what you wanted.
or any of that.
or what you want me to be,
and you can tell me you love me too everyday,
but i know its not true.
it never will be,
and it never was.
and i you read this.
im sorry that im not good enough for you.
and that im unperfect.
and that i thought you were good to me.
and im also sorry ,
that i didnt fall for your tricks.</3