l o n g b u t p l e a s e r e a d . . . .
and i feel like crap
because a month ago my uncle was diagnosed with cancer,
he always came over for the holidays but we never talked &
he never once called me by name. but even though i barely knew
him i'd go over for visits during his last month when i got there he
had school pictures of me hanging on his refrigerator from when i
was in kindergarten until now, as freshman. i learned so much about
him that i never knew in his last couple of days that i never asked
about or had the slightest idea. i feel like if i interacted with him
more i would've been so much happier. and now yesterday, he passed away and i'll never get to talk to him anymore. this sucks.
vent.