long but worth reading.
one year ago, my sister killed herself. I remember crying myself to sleep every night for a month. I didn't want to believe she was actually gone. My mom didnt speak to anyone for weeks, by little brother was too young to understand any of it, I remember my dad tell him "She's going to be gone for a while". My sister was amazing, She would always tell me "you are so beautiful Cher." But in reality, she was the one that was beautiful inside and out. I still have videos of us doing stupid stuff like pretending we were on American idol. I watch them almost everyday and remember the good days. She always had a smile on her face. She could easily make you laugh if you were ever sad or mad. She was everything I would kill to be. She was the most sweetest,outgoing,beautiful girl. I can't believe she's gone. She would want to be everyone's friend, at her memorial service over 200 people showed up. I always thought she was a happy person. Every night she'd ask me "How are you?" I would always tell her everything, wether I was sad mad even happy. I never asked her how she was, and that's something I really regret
I miss you Amelia.
I wish you were here.
rest in paradise beautiful.
i love you.