xshieldsx49 posted a quote
December 5, 2010 11:40am UTC
If I don't understand anything in this world, it's how you can change your feelings so fast. It's like you built me up, just to watch me fall. And boy, did I ever crash. </3
xshieldsx49 posted a quote
November 27, 2010 7:08pm UTC
What's wrong with me? I drink, I smoke, I cut myself, I'm bulimic, I starve myself, I have trust issues, I can't have a serious boyfriend, I fall for people too fast, I have no self esteem, I pretend things are ok, and I still love you after everything you put me through.
xshieldsx49 posted a quote
November 5, 2010 1:57pm UTC
On a day she wished would never come, he walked out on her. She ran away from the scene of the party. This kind of thing only happens in nightmares. The boy she loved with all of her heart; just broke up with her. She glances at him, he's already recovered, dancing with a prettier girl. She decided to give it her best and let him regret he left her. She struts on into that room and dances, ignoring the tears in her eyes, hoping she'll make it through the night.
xshieldsx49 posted a quote
November 5, 2010 1:39pm UTC
I'm bulimic. I have been for a year and a half. When I finally decided to tell the boy I liked at the moment, he was so cool about it. He told me that I was beautiful and that I didn't need to. He made me feel awesome and I couldn't help falling in love. No one was ever that understanding about my habit, not even my "best friend". When we broke up, he told everyone. Do you know how much that hurts? It killed me, literally. I drank and smoked away the pain and had one good night. The next morning all the hell came back. So I figured I'd party more often. It didn't help. It only hurt more, so I did more. I hooked up with people and got my heart broken even more. From experience, don't ever drink or do drugs just because you have pain. I'm addicted to them.