Long but worth it, i could use the advice.
So theres this guy, ive known him since i was going into 6th grade & he was going into 5th, we liked eachother, like alot, it was pretty obvious, we couldnt get enough of eachother, i fell for him really hard & at one point,i even thought i loved him, We were constantly flirting all the time, he would call me & we would talk on the phone until 4 in the morning, he would hug me alot, &kiss me on the cheeks & put his hands around my waist, we would hang out every day over summer or after school, hed call me babe, but i fealt so weird, he is a grade younger than me & not many of my friends like him, i mean,hes mean to them some times,but he tries to be nice, hes got a nice body, but hes no where near the best looking,but i fell for his personality, hes sincere to me& we have heart to heart convos, & hes not a virgin, hes only done it once, but keep in mind that, ive never had an actual first kiss either. but now, im going into 10th grade & hes going into 9th, & things are starting to change & feel awkward. Over the summer i really still liked him & i beleieved that i always would,but then he would calll me at 2 in the morining to talk to me while i was asleep everyday, he would be very creepy, & ask me questions that i was very awkward answering, we still had some heart to heart convos, but most of the time he was being sillly, & i started to not like him, but i didnt know how to tell him, but then it got to the point where it was so annyoing that i didnt like him at all & we stopped talking as much & stuff, a part of me feels like i will always have feelings for him, wheather there really strong,of ver y very little, but i just kinda miss the old him, the one that was only silly when i was upset or something. & seeing all the wittyprofile quotes makes me really think if i like him or not,& i feel like i would like him , but the old him, but i still want him to be there for me& be in my life & be there to cheer me up, & care for me & hold me. But i really dont know what to do, i cant tell if i like him, or i just want the old him, because really thinking about it, i kinda want him again,but i dont want him to get annoying & then i lead him on & stop liking him if he hasnt changed a little. A part of me wants to tell him that i want a relationship,but he has to tone down a little on the stupid stuff & the sillyness. What should i do? Please help!