You don't know how strong I feel,
how much control I feel like I have, when a blade is in my hand,
you don't know how much I fight the urge to hurt myself,
how much I h a t e myself,
the scars are almost gone, no one knows I've done it,
it's why I don't go swimming,
he told me not to do drugs, or drink alcohol,
but s e l f - h a r m didn't seem to come to his mind.